I wont believe anymore....

when i was so disappointed n hopeless about love, she suddenly appeared in my life..like a lamp lighten my darkness, she was so nice n caring person, comfort me gain my believe in love again...i was so happy that finally god gave me her... i learned a lesson from the past..therefore, i spent all the time for her...i gave her whatever i have... i swear myself she will be my last n forever one... i love her so much... who know that all this is just a sweetest dream for me...when i really fall for her... the devil start to grab all my happiness away...i never have the luck to own this wonderful gal in my life...i always fight for us... she is my everything... but i'm still not enough good for her... even worst...this time no friends nobody want to care about me anymore.. she just like that walk out my life.. all i have to do now is just collect back my broken pieces of heart silently n walk away with all the pain.. bcoz i understand n i not dare to believe anymore....T.T